Growing up on Air Force bases throughout North America, Anna had wings on her feet and a heart built for spiritual transcendence. A series of near-death experiences sparked her need to understand and master altered and higher states of consciousness. Her first NDE likely occurred when she was five years old and underwent open heart surgery. Looking back, she realized that she must have opened the portal to the other side at that time. "That portal was very familiar to me," she told her a group of practitioner trainees decades later.
At age 16, while attending high school in Golden, Colorado, Anna was looking at a Bible in her Christian church and asked God to prove his existence. "The sky opened up and a golden light came down," she told this writer. "There were celestial choirs and I completely blissed out. I was in the evolved mind pattern. It started at 2 a.m. I came back at 6 a.m., still holding the Bible. I heard a voice from far away saying, 'Faarrrr out.' I felt my face, and there was gum stuck to it. The voice was mine."
The next year, while she was tubing on a rain-swollen river with a friend, her inner tube got caught on a fallen tree branch, submerged her, and water streamed into her mouth, drowning her. Leaving her body, she said goodbye to her personality and flashed by a series of events that would have occurred had she died. She saw her parents mourning at her funeral and a newspaper article with the headline, "Coed Drowns."
"I had a brief moment of remorse, where I saw that my death was a waste and I would have to come back and start over," she told a practitioner training group. But then she found the light and heard the same celestial choirs. "I can't describe that sound. It's mind-boggling. I was floating toward the light and suddenly, the guy I was with pulled my head out of the water, and I snapped back painfully into my body." Anna cursed him.
"There's no pain in that state," she said a soft, musing voice filled with longing. "The body is painful, hard, cumbersome. Part of me feels that I should be able to point over there to what I want – that my body shouldn't be gravity-bound and heavy." Not long after that, she nearly drowned in an ocean.
What Anna wanted more than anything else was to re-experience that state of consciousness without having to die first. Her opportunity came in 1975, when she visited her friend, Elizabeth St. John, at The Franklin School in London and met Max Cade, who was teaching classes in meditation and mind expansion. "Max got me there, to higher states, through guided imagery and Zen," Anna said fondly. Her teacher taught her "to get into deep, peaceful, blissful states," she said. "His guidance took me back to a state of bliss."